struggling

...the love of a mother...

I have a child with special needs... this child has not always made great choices... this child tends to sabotage his life...

I am struggling.

I fight for him

I lose friendships due to him

I spend a majority of our money on his medical needs and medications

I use most of my time in the afternoons helping with homework one on one

I rarely take time off of work, except when it is for a meeting for him

I argue with my husband over choices for him

my marriage suffers because of him

I worry over the other two children because of how much attention I have to give to him

a majority of my life is spent worrying over him

when he lashes out or acts out, 90% of the time it is towards me 

I am struggling

This child is sabotaging his life... he does not make great choices... he has needs...

I love him... I really do...

but I am struggling too